love...

people were created to be loved,

things were created to be used,

the reason why the world is in chaos,

is because things are being loved and people are being used...

sometimes we don't have choice to do it because of our fault.

rejection...

sebelum nie biler tengok kawan-kawan wat proposal, aku boleh lepak lagi...
tengok proposal diorang kener reject, aku lepak lagi...
sebab aku pun tak reti nak tolong kowt...
tak lama... aku punyer plak kener reject...
tapi bukan proposal.sumthing important, but also got to be solve earlier.huhh...
esok masih ader, hopefully.tapi benda x bawak mati, so xyah la risau sangat.


yang patut dirisaukan bila aku da mati & dapat mesj camnie
=> "your good deeds for your life are rejected because of the sin that you have committed"
xpun
=> "you got insufficient rewards point in your account to smell heaven's adour, so asked people around you if you think that can give you some"
kalau dapat time da mati nanti, confirm tak tau nak wat per...


life need to be positive even you always get the negative one because even in math calculation, when two negatives number is multiply with each other, you still get positive income. so, be creative in your life if and only if it involve secularism only but not for your religion..

people nowadays scared nothing but weekdays..

makan-makan

sekadar makan-makan di tepi jalanan sambil merenung liku kehidupan yang x seadanya. tiada kehidupan yang indah jika tiada masalah yang menceriakan susana. tapi klu ada masalah tapi x selesaikan x guner gak. (",) rest for a while while you still have time on it. 

happy weekend!!!

weekend yang bizi (lah sangat) dengan program kawan2 yang x reti nak duk diam. mentang-mentang la ramai yang mari UPM. convo week la katakan. sambil berkonvo, ader yang sempat bertunang lagi 2. ngeh, more people, more merrier la katakan, makan biskut merrie pun best...by the way, congratz to all my fwenz that convo minggu nie selaku trip ke-2, next year raikan aku plak untuk trip ke-3..pastu next-next year untuk yang amik master plak. wee!!!

convo upm 2011 ke-35

& next plak, congratz to nida n rizal yang da tukar status dari "single but not available" to "engage". jangan lupa plak nak ajak kitaorang perabihkan nasi kat rumah ko lagi yer. bab makan-makan nie memang kitaorang x kan tolak punyer. makan la katakan.

for people yang dah keje 2, paham-paham je la, pasnie open table la untuk kitorang yang masih lagi bergelar student. koman-koman pun, dekat paradise pun boleh. :)

tea already practice to become invisible man at the back :)

Sunnah Orang Berjuang..

Berjuang menempah susah
Menanggung derita menongkah fitnah
Itulah gelombang hidup samudera duka
Seorang mujahid membela taufiq..

Dipisah dia berkelana
Dibelenggu dia uzlah mula dibina
Namun jiwa tetap marak memburu cinta
Membara demi Allah dan Rasulnya

Berjuang tak pernah senang
Ombak derita tiada henti
Tenang, resah silih berganti
Inilah sunnah..orang berjuang..

Malamnya bagai rahib merintih sayu
Dihiris dosa air mata
Siangnya bagaikan singa di rimba
Memerah keringat mencurah tenaga
Itulah sunnah..berjuang..ke jalan Allah..

Berjuang memang pahit..
Kerana syurga itu manis
Bukan sedikit mahar yang perlu dibayar
Bukan sedikit pedih yang ditagih

Berjuang ertinya terkorban
Rela terhina kerna kebenaran
Antara dua jadi pilihan.
Dunia yang fana atau syurga..

Berjuang tak pernah senang
Ombak derita tiada henti
Tenang, resah silih berganti
Inilah sunnah orang berjuang

Malamnya bagai rahib merintih sayu
Dihiris dosa air mata
Siangnya bagaikan singa di rimba
Memerah keringat mencurah tenaga

Berjuang ertinya terkorban
Rela terhina kerna kebenaran
Antara dua jadi pilihan.
Dunia yang fana atau syurga..

real rewards..

limited time only. please be sure that you collect as many as you can to make sure that you are able to save yourself and maybe your family and friends in judgment day later. your time will end went reaper take your soul from your body. if you want to make sure that the points still be flow to your account even when your soul leave your body; please be sure you prepare three things:

1) CHARITY (please select the charity that will give benevolence to others even after your death) 

2) KNOWLEDGE (that can give benefit to other when you teach them-make sure it is for good benefit only)

3) PIOUS CHILDREN (that always prayer for your benefit)

life in mannuthy, kerala.

4 days ago, i still be there, but now i'm in my country back. tired is not a problem as long as it will give me wonderful feeling at the end of the day. Kerala will be still in my heart because it taught me about life and harmony. even it just a short journey, i learned a lot about people that i never thought i will meet before.

if people think about poverty when discuss about India, they should rethink about it again. maybe they should go and see about that by themselves. started from arrival hall of the airport, the early perception about people around started to float in my head. its hard to describe about the first impression be there. only wondering what will be happen tomorrow, tomorrow and...

friendly, honest and patient is some of the good attitudes that i like about people around. they willing to help when you got into trouble. but, not all district got people like this. other district may got their own culture and habit

first day in clinic, become observer only because still don't know about their working procedure and of course don't understand Malayalam language. only after doctor there convince about English also be use by pet owner, i feel very glad. got to do vaccination to some puppy by myself, some chance that never got before. maybe it just a small matter, but experience can help me better in future.

with different working hour and procedure, i'm very impress about doctor there. still don't know how they diagnose type of fracture just using palpation and diagnose many case like microfilariasis and fracture using ultrasound technique!!?? what a wonderfull experience..

with time that never stop ticking, we arrived at the end of the externship program. but we never forget what we have learned yesterday because yesterday may become a small experience for better tomorrow. thanks to all people that taught me about this life's experience.

sleepy life

2 hari lepas: tido

semalam: tido

hari nie: tido

esok: tido lagi la kot

ceh, sampai bila mau tido la, klu duk rumah nie, da lama kena bebel...

pegi rumah org dapat la dgr omelan orang " breakfast, lunch, dinner, pastu tido"

sentap jugak 2, tau la aku nie malas nak study, otak pun macam nak bengong da sket.nak kuar jalan2 pun malas.

progression cannot be develop in one day if no input have been made to make it become truth.tapi, nikmat yg satu nie pulak yang asyik nak mengganggu jer,tp asyik pulak aku melayannyer,nikmat 2, xkan nak tolak.nikmat tido..tapi macam da terlebih la pulak.terlebih tido.hampeh untuk diri suka tido x kira masa dan tempat.

ngantuk la pulak, sambung tido lagi.zzzZZZ

life continue...

3 drama dalam 1 minggu,camner la pengarah control sume nie, ader co-director kot…hahaha, seem like the director never need co-director to run the play, and the play will continuing even and new play will start even before the previous play end…

Drama 1: finish with happy ending maybe, because a big family become 1 again, but culprit still hiding inside…ermmm…

Drama 2: balik nanti la setelkan, malas nak pikir lg…lalala

Drama 3: sigh…x bosan2 tgk drama, so, continue je la…

Forgive and forget…how about the lesion? Will it be a big scar? Or may it leave a little tiny scab and disappear afterwards???sigh…never know about that…

problem come and resolve, disease come and enhance; either immune system or disease’s severity, time came and leave; either people use it properly or nor , thunder strike and disappear; because it charge is not last forever, people also came and leave; because they also have their own responsibility in this life even they love to be together…

-life is nothing but to play a good role in a play-

“for those who give In charity, men and women, and loan to Allah a beautiful loan, it shall be increased manifold (to their credit), and They shall have (besides) a liberal reward” (al-Hadid: 18)

“know ye (all), that the life of This world is but play and amusement, pomp and mutual boasting and multiplying, (in rivalry) among yourselves, riches and children. here is a similitude: How rain and the growth which it brings forth, delight (the hearts of) the tillers; soon it withers; Thou wilt see it grow yellow; then it becomes dry and crumbles away. but In the Hereafter is a penalty severe (for the devotees of wrong). and forgiveness from Allah and (His) good pleasure (for the devotees of Allah.. and what is the life of This world, but goods and chattels of deception?” (al-Hadid: 20)

life and rules

please follow the rules even you don't like it!!!

if u're not the one that have authority to change the rule, please refer to first rule!!!

don't blame others if u carelessly break the rule and feel free to admit ur guilty!!!

rules will be always the rules since it will never effect/ cause damage to ur life!!!

there are no such rules that made by the one that love U, will cause any damage to ur life!!!

Interesting life…

Sometimes we hate someone because they hate us

Sometimes we hate someone when they do something that we not like.

Sometimes we hate someone when we cannot appreciate their presence.

Sometimes we hate someone when they even bother about our presence.

Sometimes we hate someone because we love them…

Sometimes we love someone when they care about about us.

Sometimes we love someone when they can appreciate our presence.

Sometimes we love someone because they love us.

Sometimes we love someone because we hate them.

Love and hate never been apart because they always need each other…

Jihâd (holy fighting In Allâh's Cause) is ordained for You (Muslims) though You dislike it, and it may be that You dislike a thing which is good for You and that You like a thing which is bad for you. Allâh knows but You do not know. (Al-Baqarah : 216)

Wallahualam…

Buat renungan bersama...

"mind set of our people never cen been corrected when it come towards swine and pig issue. But they never said wrong to western culture."

life today...

Dengan nama Yang Maha Pencipta langit dan bumi yang ku diami...

it's become a bit complicated, anyhow somethings need to be done...
the truth must be revealed..
but....
can i face the truth...
i only can pray and hope...


lain citer...
practical in ruminant today bit interesting...
got some hands-on work without failure (Alhamdulillah, luck i think b'coz the the cattle b'come very tamed after put in the crush)
my 1st tyme paravertebral block with a bit scare + confident + don't know to do it rightly = success...
in my mind "just try, don't be scare to make mistake in life..but you must clean the mess that you make"

gud luck for tomorrow exam my coursemates...all the best even u all are immune toward the test i think in this week... :)

wassalam..